Hi, everyone!
This is a last ditch effort. Let me explain. Since I was 22, I've gone down from 220llbs to 163 (as you can see on my profile.) I know that's alot of weight! For a couple of years, especially right after I lost the weight, I was thrilled just to maintain! I mean, there I was fitting into junior sizes, seeing my clavicles for the first time and feeling really great about myself. But now that I'm totally used to my new body, things have changed. I don't just want to maintain this weigh anymore, I want to look beter and feel better. I'm developing a fixation on it because I know I can do it! I've done it before!
So, I'm an actor. I do alot of professional theater and I've given myself a deadline of the begining of rehearsals of my new show to lose at least 20 lbs. I know I can do it, I just have to be strong.
But see, here's the problem. All of my friends have known me since before I lost all the weight. None of my friends will support me in losing "the rest of it". They all say "I don't know what you're talking about, Jenn, you look great." Which is sort of like a compliment, but, not really because I know that they know that I can look better. Maybe I'm just being neurotic, but I need supporters here!
So please help! Say you'll be my motivator!!! Anyone will do, just cheer me on! Who's with me?!?!