Thanks for the responses.
The sad face is just a joke. I don't want my face connected to that body yet, so I covered it up. The picture of me when I was heavier than that was an angry face.
I would love to start lifting again, but that's not in the cards. I've got tendonitis in both wrists from work, and one of my wrists is broken from a dirtbike crash last year (never healed, needs surgery). I've decided to start yoga in the meantime because I think I'll be able to handle that with no problem. I'll definitely start lifting again when my situation allows for it. Hopefully swimming and yoga can help give me what I need for now.
Thanks for letting me know about your friend, that helps a lot to know.